chaMdamaama : amma j~naapakaalu

August 20th, 2010

aksharaala ruchi choopiMchina amma, kaLala paTla kooDaa abhiruchi peMpoMdElaa nannu peMchiMdi. chaalaa ELla varaku saMtaanaM kalagani maa peddamaamayya saMrakshaNalO taatagaariMTa perigaannEnu. naanna udyOga reetyaa kalakattaalO uMDEvaaru. vEsavi selavullO snEhitulaMtaa taatagaariLlaku veLtuMTE nEnu maatraM ammaa, naanna daggariki veLtuMDEvaaNNi.

vEsavi selavula reMDu nelallO kooDabeTTina j~naapakaalu mooTagaTTukuni maLlee vEsavi varakoo avE j~naapakaalatO gaDipEvaaNNi. selavulu mugiSaaka, ammanee, naannanee veeDi taatagaariMTiki tirugu prayaaNamayyETapuDu aa chinnatanaMlO nEnanubhaviMchina manOvEdana naakiMkaa gurtE.

taatagaariMTlO haddumeerina mudduvalla allari aMchulu daaTina naaku kramaSikshaNa nErpiMchiMdi ammE, kiTikee guMDaa vennela kiraNaalu paDutuMTE, nidrapOyEmuMdu suddulu chebutoo, chakkani paaTalu paaDutoo, maMchi maMchi kathalu chebutoo balamaina vyaktitvaaniki punaadi vEsiMdi amma.

amma EkasaMdhaagraahi. ekkaDa E SlOkaalu, paaTalu chadivinaa, vinnaa chakkagaa gurtupeTTukunEdi. diguva madhya taragati kuTuMbaMlO puTTaDaM, pedda chaduvulu chaduvukOlEkapOvaDaM vaMTi pratibaMdhakaala valana aame pratibha iMTi naaluggODalakE parimitamaipOyiMdi. mikkili aatmagauravaM, nijaanni nirbhayaMgaa vellaDiMchaDaM, teguva, dhairya saahasaalu, aame viSishTa vyaktitvaaniki nidarSanaalu.

tommidO taragatiki vachchaaka maLlee amma saMrakshaNalOki poortigaa vachchaanu. iMTlO aaDapillalu lEni kaaraNaMgaa ammaki vaMTiMTlOnoo, iMTi panullOnoo sahaayaM chEstuMDaTaM valla soMtaMgaa panulu chEsukunE alavaaTu abbiMdi. tarvaati rOjullO eyir^phOrs^lO chEraaka aa SikshaNa eMtO upakariMchiMdi.

haiskoolu rOjullO ammakOsaM laibraree nuMDi pakkaTaun sOMpETa kaalEjeeki veLlE rOjullO madhyaahnaM bhOjanaaniki amma DabbulistE (kaalEjeeki kyaarEjee mOsukeLlaDaM naamOsheegaa bhaaviMchaDaM valla) aa DabbulatO patrikalu konEsi, rOjaMtaa aakalitO gaDipEsE vaaNNi. aMdukE chaMdamaamaki nEnu raasE kathallO ‘kaMchili’, ‘sOMpETa’ pErlu kalisi vachchElaa ‘kaMchipETa’ anE oohaajanita paTTaNaanni sRshTiMchukunnaanu.

ammaku daggarayyaanani saMbarapaDutunna samayaMlOnE, chinnatanaMlOnE eyir phOrs^lO udyOgaM raavaDaMtO maLlee ammaku dooramavvaalsi vachchiMdi. TrainiMg^lO uMDagaa pratirOjoo O uttaraM raasi paina seeriyal neMbar vEsi maree pOsT chEsEvaaNNi. naa uttaraM kOsaM pichchidaanlaa eduruchoosEdi amma. maLlee tarvaati uttaraM aMdEvaraku padE padE aa uttaraanni chaduvukunEdi. naaraaka goorchi muMdugaa teliSaaka aa tEdee kOsaM eMtO aatraMgaa eduruchoosEdi.

ammatO naadi chaalaa pratyEkamaina anubaMdhaM. bahuSaa prapaMchaMlO prati okkaroo alaanE anukuMToo uMDavachchu. tanaku iravai ELla vayasulO janmiMchaannEnu. samudraMlaa eppuDoo gaMbheeraMgaa uMDE naanna paDDa kashTaalu amma appuDappuDoo kathallaagaa cheppaDaM valla naanna modaTinuMchi naaku rOl mODal ayyaaru.

mooDELla kritaM ammaki tana 49va ETa aMDaaSaya kEnsar unnaTlu nirdhaaraNa ayiMdi. konni rOjula paaTu ee vishayaanni jeerNiMchukOlEkapOyaanu. kEnsar pEru viMTEnE kRMgipOtaarani iMTlO evarikee ee vishayaM telayabarchalEdu. appuDE dRDhaMgaa niSchayiMchukunnaanu. ‘naa lakshyaM ammani batikiMchukOvaali’. chaalaa deenaavasthalO ammani naatO baaTu aMbaalaa (haryaanaa)kuteesukuvachchaanu.

amma dhairyaM, teguva kaladi kanuka chikitsa modaTlO saanukoola phalitaanni ichchiMdi. aa tolirOjullO nEnu aksharaalaa prapaMchaanni marichipOyaanu. aa samayaMlOnE garbhavati ayina naa bhaaryani kooDaa aMtagaa paTTiMchukOlEkapOyEvaaNNi.

appuDE naaku kuTuMbaMlO prEma, apyaayata, anubaMdhaala viluva telisiMdi. amma, naanna, nEnu, naa bhaarya.. maa naluguraM oka prapaMchaMlO jeeviMchaamu. ammani oka gaajubommalaa choosukunnaanu.

naa bhaarya prasavaM varakoo batikanaa chaalanukunna amma chakkagaa tErukuni, naaku baabu puTTEvarakoo uMDi, vaaNNi choosukuni murisipOyiMdi. ilaa ee mooDELla kaalaM –  jeevitakaalapu anubhavaalanu nErpiMdi. maa naluguri madhyaa baMdhaM gaaDhata perigiMdi. innaaLloo oMTarigaa unna naaku kuTuMba viluvala maadhuryaM telisiMdi.

iMkaa ennO bhavishyat praNaaLikalu, aaSalu, oohalu, amma, naanna, nEnu chinni (naa bhaarya) koorchuni charchiMchukunEvaaLlaM. naa atyaaSa dEvuDiki nachchalEdEmO! ammani naaku arthaMtaraMgaa dooraM chESaaDu. amma aarOgyaM nayamaiMdani eMdaru dEvuLlaku eMtagaa mokkaanO aMdaroo kalisi nannu mOsaM chEsinaTlanipiMchiMdi. amma mari naatO lEdanna talaMpu nityaM guMDeni piMDEstOMdi.

patrikallO naa kavitaloo, kathaloo (viSEshiMchi ‘chaMdamaama’lO) achchayinappuDallaa ubbi, tabbibbayipOyE maa amma pEru chaMdrakaLa. iMTlO naa muddu pEru chaMdu. chanipOvaDaaniki okarOju muMdu chaMdu baaboo ani navvutoo pilchina amma naa chEtullOnE chivari Svaasa viDichi, SaaSvataMgaa dooramaiMdi.

aame aalOchanalatO prErEpituDinai nEnu chEsE prati panikee eMtO prOtsahiMchE amRtamoorti, naa prati vijayaanikee eMtO murisipOyE maa amma bhautikaMgaa dooramainaa, maanasikaMgaa naatOnE, naalOnE uMdi. tyaagaalamayamaina aame jeevitamE naaku spoorti, aame aaSayaala saadhanE naa jeevita lakshyaM.

naa praaNapradamaina amma smRtulu ilaa naluguritO paMchukunEMduku prErEpiMchina raaju gaariki kRtaj~natalu.
–mallaareDDi muraLee mOhan
26-07-2010

RTS Perm Link


4 Responses to “chaMdamaama : amma j~naapakaalu”

  1. aamanipriya on April 23, 2011 7:16 AM

    chandubabu!
    amma antee neekentha premayya..!
    ni jnapakaalu chadivaaka kadupu nindipoyindi. neelanti koduku okkadunnaa ammalandariki pandagee.. amma peruna ammalaku edhainaa saayam cheeyi.

  2. chandamama on May 10, 2011 4:30 AM

    aamani priya gaaroo,
    namastE. nijaMgaa muraLi gaari amma j~naapakaalanu chadivi meeru paMpina spaMdana choostuMTE maaku kooDaa kaDupu niMDinaTlayiMdi. gata nelalO paMpina mee vyaakhyanu sakaalaMlO chooDalEkapOvaDaMtO aalasyaMgaa prachuriMchinaMduku kshamiMchaali. jeeviMchi unnappuDE kaakuMDaa jeevitaM mugisina tarvaata kooDaa ammanu elaa gurtuMchukOvaalO muraLee mOhan chaMdu- gaaru amma j~naapakaalulO choopiMchaaru. chadivi chaliMchipOyina meeku kooDaa chaMdamaama tarapuna kRtaj~natalu

    mari meekoo chaMdamaama j~naapakaalu vaMTivi uMTE tappaka raasi paMpagalaru.

  3. muraLee mOhan mallaareDDi on May 19, 2011 8:39 AM

    aamani priya gaariki dhanyavaadaalu.
    yaadhRchchikaMgaa mee spaMdana amma ‘puTTina rOju ‘ naaDu chooDaDaM jarigiMdi. koddipaaTi bhaavOdrEkaM kaligiMdi. mee soochana Sirasaavahistaanu.
    – muraLee mOhan mallaareDDi

  4. science and technology quotes carl sagan on January 16, 2012 10:27 PM

    Websites You Should Visit…

    […]very few websites that happen to be detailed below, from our point of view are undoubtedly well worth checking out[…]…

Trackback URI | Comments RSS

Leave a Reply

Name

Email

Website

Speak your mind